嗯，没关系，兄弟姐妹是卑鄙的，不明白你

当我的兄弟姐妹强调我，我记得这五件事

任何没有购买所需特定项目的购物都是噩梦。浏览甚至更糟糕。除非“强迫”与家人或朋友一起做，除非我从来没有做过。我变得令人难以置信的疯狂和烦躁。

为什么成年人adhd让衣服购物斗争

谢谢你。你所说的大部分事情都是我的生活方式的工作原理。

我最近遇到了这个声明：“创伤使一切都感到像生命或死亡。”这就是我的盘子上有太多时焦虑的感觉。......然而，“太多”将在创伤后压力之前“正常”。声明留在我身边，我决定寻找更多。我忘了并找到了你的文章。

谢谢你。我看到自己，我的言语生活，我觉得验证了。

当你的第四杆开始变得更糟的时候要做什么

嗨Lizanne，

谢谢你的评论。你是对的;妇女必须支持和授权彼此，但更重要的是，对自己温柔。我们必须在这么多种情况下证明自己的两倍：从专业环境到接受医疗保健（证明我们的子宫内膜疼痛是真实的。当然，主要的罪魁祸首：我们的外表而不是能力所判断。这是很多，我们需要的最后一件事就是成为我们自己的敌人。事情正在发生变化，但还有很多工作要做 - 我希望谈话将在3月超越。

祝你有美好的一天！:)

玛蒂娜

浅谈国际妇女节的女性自我伤害

我很高兴找到这个网站。在过去十年中，我做了一些关于零件整合的工作，并在住院后的几年内经常看到的治疗师。她是一个rn和治疗师。我最终感到相信她的信任，并相信我能够真正向她透露我的内心自我......然后，她退休了，我不得不开始寻求一个新的治疗师。在花费多年来发展治疗关系后，这非常令人沮丧。我发现它既耗尽和羞辱，必须通知新人关于我的童年和数十年的自适应斗争。一个更大的问题，我挣扎的是我忘记了我有心理健康问题以及它们是什么。我的意思是，我记得我处理持续的自杀意念，因为我每天都会携带它。我知道我有态势焦虑，但这更好的是我曾经住过的广泛焦虑。最近，我已经有了内存事件，并收到了一封关于我参加了几周前参加的事件和互动的信，但没有任何记忆。 Receiving this letter and then making a follow-up phone call has brought-up for me the fact that I have memory issues that I forget about...a terrifying loop. I have just requested from my former therapist a written letter offering me an overview of the work we did and what my diagnosis was...because I do not recall it. I have had some therapy since my time with her but do not recall the depth of work. A psychiatrist that I have seen a few times has no record of my talking about lost memory issues. And that's the crux of this situation: if I forget that I have dissociation, then I can trick myself into not realizing that I have dissociation...until proof pops us again (like this letter incident) that reveals that I lose memories...not the long-ago memories but even recent ones only weeks old. Now I feel re-traumatized and am attempting to scrape together fragments of my diagnosis. Discontinuity of care is an additional challenge. If I keep having different doctors and medical professionals and little long-term history, I have little accountability. A part of me is very good at hiding this from myself. Evidently, I am also efficient at dissociating during therapy in such a way that I manage to avoid informing new therapists of my dissociating concerns. How self-defeating is this? I have a difficult time trusting myself to make good decisions for my own well-being. I contacted my M.D. (a new one) after the recent letter incident. I let her know that I have a history of lost memories and that I forget that I experience lost memories. She is scheduling a series of tests and referring me to a Neurologist. I might have had a brain scan in the past...I don't really remember. I immediately informed my adult daughter and sister of the appointments that I need to fulfill- so that they can keep me accountable. I realize that other parts of me are capable of undermining my own treatment out of fear of exposure. I feel very humiliated and embarrassed to acknowledge that I am so broken inside. The vulnerability feels unbearably threatening. My hands are icy typing this here. To be so weak and incapable is suffocating./deafening/devastating. Still, feel relieved that there is a space where others might empathize with some of what I experience. Most of the time I am oddly functioning...but my perspective is very possibly skewed... I try to keep a level of humor because my life is absurd.

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