去年我被诊断。自从我还是个孩子的时候我已经错过了诊断出患有严重的抑郁症、严重的焦虑,严重创伤后应激障碍,他们甚至把我诊断为双相情感。我现在55岁,大多数日子里我感觉像一个孩子在这一天。我宽松的时间,有时天。我害怕,我疯了。自从我七岁时,我有能力不感觉身体疼痛时的给我。我不要哭当有人伤害我,身体或性。今天我不被伤害,但我不想或者不能放开之前滥用。我现在知道我的实体都有自己的故事。我直到它变成成了碎片,情绪对我的实体,然后他们倒退回到舒适的。 I sometimes go by by myself, especially when I’m overwhelmed or afraid. I go to a quiet place, that’s where my toddler is. She is our beginning and always protected and never alone. She sits in the middle of the room playing with her hands. She is not afraid but she never looks up, always playing with her hands. She knows she’s not alone. I can’t help but wonder what the drunk mother did to her for her to go by by and start creating us. we have a ways to go before we can become whole. the answer is no, I do not, nor will I kill any of my girls because without them there would be no us. I don’t think I want to be singular. I love the fact that I’m never alone. I have one entity, that does nothing at all, but she knows all. We call her the record keeper. My juvenile delinquent want out, she’s giving me a headache , she likes to read to the young entities, I let her. Have a blessed day