我和那些有did的人有共鸣，我不知道为什么。我听不到任何人说话，也不头疼。我有时会觉得不一样，不是我自己，或者不存在。我以前经常头疼(被告知是因为我的眼镜)。我的童年发生过很多事情。我不知道我是有身份证还是变性人。我知道有时候我想哭，但我无法解释。有时候有些事让我心烦意乱，我也不知道为什么。有时候，当有人不想做他们通常做的事情时，我就会因为某种我说不清的原因而心烦意乱。我有混乱的记忆，因为多动症。 I either feel inhuman, or nothing. I can't tell when things are actual memories or dreams. I forget things throughout the day, such as who I talked too or where I went earlier. I dissociate a lot. I'm relatively good at remembering certain things. There is clothes I don't remember having, items I don't remember drawing, or I don't remember where things are. In my diary I have a few pages I don't remember writing or how I felt exactly. Like I can read the tone but I don't refeel that. What do you think? My mind is filled with one voice, but I physically feel different. I sometimes hear noises that dont exit. Like people talking but no one is in the house.