I am a 57 year old man and after years of suffering severe dissociation (unreality) and lack of capacity to feel emotion (pleasure) I have recently been diagnosed with PTSD. After several sessions with a psychologist it became apparent that I was sexually abused when I was 11 and also by a psychiatrist years later. During discussion of the incidents with my psychologist I became very strongly sexually aroused - it is fair to say that for the first time in 40 years I was able to feel intense pleasure. This was both embarassing and disconcerting to me and I am having trouble understanding/reconciling how recounting past sexual a buse can evoke such powerful pleasurable sensations of a sexual nature in me. Is this a normal PTSD response?