太多的故事,听起来都很熟悉。大约两年前我遇到一个美好的甜蜜的人。我在一个低。我失去了2个朋友癌症,心脏病发作1离开我家后(与朋友聚会),2天后我没有听到他和别人建议我去找他,发现他。他甚至没有在房子里。然后3的朋友和我的侄子自杀。这都是在18个月。不久我就遇到这个好男人,所以,当我的丈夫回家时,告诉我,他不爱我,没有在3岁半……我离开我的房子,搬进了我的新朋友6个月之前回到现在的我们的家。
我开始注意到不同的行为在第一个月我搬进了他。我不想去任何地方一段时间,也许并没有真正的控制问题打扰我。甚至没有注意到。如果我不是看着的人都看着我。新图标开始出现在我的电话。我的车看起来不同的屏幕。在这一点上我的家人开始思考我疯了。我爸爸看到我知道现在他在阳离子精神病。说必须使用药物。这是所有人想在一个小镇。 So, I am in this alone. It took me moths to think to record him and play it for him the next day. He had told me something was wrong with his son but, not what. ( son is 30 yrs) . I didn’t sleep that night I studied typed in everything I’d seen and came up with schizophrenia. Before I told him I asked what his son had. “Schizophrenia’ yep.
我对这种疾病一无所知。我不知道这是多么困难。我比我哭过。有时出于愤怒,其他时候,它的悲伤。他的58岁。来发现他从来不知道生活没有精神分裂症。不知道他的一些思想和行为不是....我想说,然后大多数人的方式不同。我想到他被拒绝的方式作为一个与众不同的孩子,心碎了他患有放松任何类型的关系。所有方式只看到他做错了。 And, never seeing that others most likely were innocent of his accusations. Some things in his life, probably didn’t happen. ( at least not quite like he remembered.) What a slap in the face. I’ve fought to try to get him help. I’ve explained to family and friends. People are just so unaware of what schizophrenia is really like. I first sat without a word when he would tell me some stories about his Dad (that he didn’t want to be like). Such as how he would come home, have to beers and call his Mom names. Called his Dad a drunk. ( 2 beers?) Suddenly going from the best person in the world to every nasty name you can think of myself, I finally told him his Dad was not a drunk, he was a victim of schizophrenia. Anyway come to find out I think a Aunt, cousin, son and I’m 100% sure his dad ( never did get diagnosed or even tried to) all had schizophrenia.
这是近一年以来,他的诊断。我们已经不过四、五种不同的药。没有效果。不治疗,不支持组。帮助! ! !有时我感到孤独和沮丧。最近很多!他的嘴!他太粗鲁,嫉妒,聪明的嘴!我从来没有想要的一切。 Where’s that wonderful man of my dreams?