如果我有那些​​愤怒或脱节的感觉，我绝对不会生存这种疾病。躁狂症是我的拯救恩典。经过几个月的抑郁症，我欢迎它，在那段时间里，我一直渴望它。否则，我会自己拒之门外，将外界拒之门外。我曾经的前几集躁狂情节令人恐惧，因为我以前从未有过这种感觉。但是，随着20年的发展已经过去了，我很容易经历了40多集，我学会了更好地控制它。另一方面，这种抑郁症的经验似乎变得不那么容忍。在抑郁症中，似乎我已经远离上帝的思想了，被遗忘了，而不是感觉自己在躁狂时处于他的心中。我知道这很夸张，因为当躁狂时，世界似乎是我的仙境。我看到的一切，我与之交谈的每个人似乎都很重要和重要。 I get flirty and have had to really learn to rein myself in. I shop and even though I am very thrifty and choosy, I still buy some things and then when I'm in a normal mood (very rarely) , I can question, "why did I have to have that? It seemed so important at the time, but now, not so much. I am much more aggressive when manic. Not so much aggressive as impatient and outspoken. It's a total personality flip for me and I really like the manic me much better than the depressed one. I barely know the normal me anymore. She only comes out for a few days when manic me takes her leave. So, in summary, my manic flaws are: 1) I tend to flirt 2) I spend too much 3) I'm pushy 4) I talk too much 5) I bounce all over the place in conversation and work
我的抑郁缺陷是：1）我的存在和呼吸氧气，这比我更值得。
这就是为什么我更喜欢Manic我！但是我确实想知道我是否如此沉迷于躁狂我，以至于我只是因为我对正常而不满意而拒绝在正常的一天上发挥作用。