嗨，克里斯！很抱歉，这个过程一直很挣扎，但不要失去希望。One thing that may be helpful is contacting your local NAMI (National Alliance On Mental Illness” and seeing if they can help point you in the right direction. It has helped me. I know it’s not easy, but keep pushing to get the treatement you deserve. You will get there! Thank you for commenting! -Hannah