我有BPD。我的伴侣告诉我同样的事情。他非常努力地让我看到我在做什么错，我只是看不到它这么糟糕。我觉得自己像个可怕的人。我想死很多。我也怀孕了6个月。我讨厌BPD及其对我的生活所做的一切。我觉得如果这种关系不起作用，我不想再爱。我不知道我主要是谁，我想对自己的生活做什么。当我面对时，我也关闭了。 My x is a sociopath so i felt like it was always his problem. Now i see i have so many issues i cant even hardly function as a responsible adult. I forget adult things like apointments and bills. My partner gets upset and doesnt understand why i cant do what others do. I guess i wanted to say to u two about how this is a very real and defeating illness. And yes very very selfish. And i hate it. Ill never make friends like normal people im very social but i wont let anyone close and those who get close see my dark side and run away. I try to tell him about my illness and he tells me im not my illness. But the shoe fits and i become overwhelmed with emotions and i cant shut my mouth. I dont mean to. But i do. Good luck