我很高兴不是我疯了，也不是问题。我被称为阳光下的一切，然后他想要做爱。然后，他很迷人，直到我说错话，或者做错事，或者只是让他在自己后面打扫。我怎么敢告诉他该怎么办！那我就是问题。在我8年的地狱婚姻中，我被称为一切。不幸的是，我居住的地方，我没有亲戚或朋友可以帮助我。我感到被困。他威胁着我的一切。有时候他甚至都很暴力。 He constantly shouts at me. I’m never asked how am I. I need to work, clean, cook and shop. If something in the house is dirty, then I should go and clean it again. I feel ugly, unloved, disrespected, sad, isolated as I don’t have many friends either and I cannot really turn around to the few ones I’ve got and tell them what he really is like when they see me a bit sad. I feel extremely lonely. I really feel I have nobody to talk to. I just wish I had never met this man. That I had never married him. He was so much nicer when I met him, but he has gone worse and I really regret ever meeting him. No. Leaving is not an option. I’ve tried that before and I have had to come back due to money and children problems. Yes, I work. No, it is not enough for maintaining a child and myself. Do not judge. It is very easy to tell people to leave, especially when you’re not in their shoes. As I said before, I tried it and it did not work. Renting, the cost of daycare for a child, working and studying. I simply could not cope make ends meet. Now I work and still I struggle with the money, but I have a roof over my head and I am saving some money. One day, I’ll be free and happy again. Someone will give me a big hug and will tell me it wasn’t my fault and that everything will be ok.