谢谢你写这篇文章。我孤独了很长一段时间。在过去的6年里，我几乎不出家门。我妻子支持我们，我照看我的女儿。她救了我的命。但有时我会问自己“为什么?”我唯一的答案就是做她爸爸。所以我确保我为她做的每一件事都是正确的。我担心我离开后她会和我的孤独抗争。这让我很害怕，我在我的地区没有辅导员，所以这取决于我。 I have had lets say MANY suicides within my family. My family has had nothing to do with me for years. Im a quiet and polite person but I have forces working against me. I just started stop driving. Im a 42 year old man who use to ride bulls. But for the past 6 years I have put myself in a box. I fear I may never get out of it. I honestly do not remember my last friend? I live a very lonely isolated life. I see no way out but I refuse to give up.