我不是，但我爱上了一个患有DID的女人。你的文章告诉我，我不是疯子。我看着我的伴侣过着不同的生活，把我排除在她的其他感情之外。我看到她不能用“我不记得了”来回答有关她自己生活活动的问题。我看到她头脑中简单的逻辑和对话发生了转变，变成了另一个自我，一个愤怒而刻薄的女人愤怒地向我走来，对我大喊可怕的事情。分裂。我很难过，因为她阻止我，感到懊悔，然后再次侵犯。她很疼，感觉很痛。看到她这样，我很难过。想象一下她所遭受的痛苦，这就是她的应对方式。 I'm afraid of her. I have filled a restraining order against her. I still love her, but she is losing her home, out of work, losing me and going to get served. I tried so hard... Countless take backs and broken promises. And yet I grieve for her. I wish she could meet another lovely DID she could learn from. See that she is not alone. I sent her a link, but alas, I think one of her 'others' won't let her read the website that described our relationship so perfect... I must move on. I'm a survivor with PTSD and depression. So I decompensated with her. I made the right damn choice for me, but I still feel so horrible. Like I'm going to hurt her badly and yet, I know that the 'her' I love will let others inside of her think me evil. I just want to say, a Non's love is real. I want her to hit a bottom, but I don't know if she will get there. How did you figure out and come to accept your bottom? Thanks and I so appreciate your words and candid sharing. Much blessings to you.