我读的全部评论,我不禁感到一种怪异的连通性与内容。我做了这一切,感觉就像一个轻描淡写。我学习心理学和行为疗法。我像海绵一样吸收信息。当我周围的人一样,我观察、分析、计算,然后做出反应。我没有想到它是分裂。我只是认为我将来积累信息使用,不管出于什么原因。我想有一个理性和控制我的思想,还可以减少影响情绪。确实,在某种程度上。但是他们仍然存在,低沉的一段时间。 The only difference, and it's a minute difference, between what you've written and my perception is I get so exhausted from all of the different personality traits I emulate that I will detach from everyone and myself. It takes me a long time to process and digest it all. When I'm alone at home I just space out/shut down by reading or watching documentaries or playing a mindless game so I won't be able to go over it all again and again and analyze further to see if I missed anything and how to integrate the newfound information and what I'm supposed to do with it. Anything so that I'm not bombarded with all the extra emotional baggage of others that comes along with being so analytical and empathetic. I just have this need to help people so much so that I've pushed out my sense of self. I have limited interpersonal relationships because explaining this to someone else who can't grasp these concepts, is too much right now. I'm best when I'm at work because I know the parameters and expectations. My small amount of friends and family think I'm just being rude and take it personal. I am trying to get the nerve to explain to some of them. As a side note, I'm extremely impressed with your articulation and attention to detail. Though I know it can be so overwhelming that you become numb. I sincerely hope you find the answers you seek but please know you aren't alone.