首先，非常感谢你的这篇文章。我和一个女人订婚了，现在我相信她已经死了。这很奇怪，因为在认识她之前的几年里，我已经研究了DID，当我在一段关系中，我甚至没有想到她可能有DID。我是在一个基督教家庭长大的，他们的信仰是，患有DID的人实际上是被附身的，在与一位患者订婚后，我一点也不同意这种信仰。我说的是患者，但实际上我喜欢她有这种情况的事实。我喜欢她的个性，我自然会以不同的方式对待她们。我们叫这个孩子“小她”(我猜是主人)“大她”，她也会转换成(我被引导相信是我们未来的孩子)。我会和她一起进入她的闪回，帮助她逃离创伤经历。她知道和我在一起是她安全的地方，当我说某些话或播放我自己创作的歌曲时，她会切换回来，从闪回中走出来。 She would have many seizures, she told me that she had been diagnosed with MND, which is a terminal illness, and that she didn't have long to live. She suffered with anxiety and OCD. She said that was the reason why her body would shut down and she would have seizures due to an allergic reaction to her medication. We went through a lot together in such a short space of time and it's the most intense relationship I've ever been in. It was strange because I was able to communicate with her telepathically (I know that sounds weird but it's true). She could hear everything I was thinking. Things changed when one time she came out of the bathroom and looked at me as though she didn't have a clue who I was. I then had to explain to her what had happened over the past few months, big events that she had no recolection of. She looked at me as though I was a stranger and she didn't trust me, that hurt beyond belief. Because I didn't know exactly what was going on I started to get suspicious of her. A lot of her actions (constantly disappearing, being off with me, starting arguments just so she could leave) lead me to believe that there was something else going on. I eventually found out that she was literally living a double life. She was already in a relationship and had children. I don't know who I was engaged to. This broke me. I still believe there's a part of her that loves me as I do her but for whatever reason that part is not allowed to take control. Side note, because this is also quite interesting. She was able to tell the future and when I mentioned about me talking to her alters that I believed to be our children, well, strangely after parting I ended up getting into another relationship with a woman who was the same age as "little her" and her younger siblings had the exact same character traits, ages and even one of them has the same name as her alters that I believed to be our children. I couldn't make this up if I tried. I'm always going to love her, I feel as though she's my twin flame. I really bought into her past almost as though it was my own (in a different lifetime). I hope she's okay and that she finds love because she truly deserves it. My life is better for the fact of meeting her. For one, I'd still be living in the closet now if she didn't help me. She opened my eyes to so much and I thank every part of her. I don't really know why I wrote this I just needed to share my story with someone who might understand.